Thou shall read, shall be offended

Regardless

2010-01-02T23:57:00.000-08:00

We are in love, we are together forever.
we fight yea yea yea, because we love each other..
so hey thats what is...

kinda fucked up

2010-01-02T10:48:00.001-08:00

im not swearing to god anymore...
straight like that
im not swearing onmy grandmother or anybody dead.
believe me or not

2010

2009-12-27T19:50:00.000-08:00

a couple things i wanna change.
1. smoke but not as much.
2.be aware that EVERYONE has a hidden objective, and TRUST no-1
3. continue how things are going
4.keep my hair cut lol my girl ratio sky-rockets...
5. get a job and keep it...

thats it..

you only get one chance with me

2009-12-22T11:45:00.001-08:00

im not getting married, i cant trust nobody...
everybody is so infatuated with lust......
my heart is black, just like two years ago...
if you feel im being meant to you, well i dont mean to,
i just dont have time to get my hopes up with ppl,
cuz everytime i do they hurt me..
i have my safe guard up...and its very non-chalant

Im a real ass nigga

2009-12-20T20:40:00.001-08:00

point blank...i never let the past fuck up my future..
ready for 2010...09 was ok...
im not gonna say whats gonna change, but im gonna say imma try hard to make changes..
smoke more weed...and live like there is no tomorrow...life is not promised...
and why not be high....
weed is def release therapy for me..when ppl find a way to get to me..i smoke mary-jane..
hate it or love it...thats me...
Im doing more roster cuts, im getting very tired of EVERYBODY...
so if i dont call you, or we actually do talk and everything is a one word answer, just know ive lost my interest in you..

Mary-jane is my wife, i love her she never let me down

2009-12-16T05:49:00.000-08:00

OK, so Ive been smoking a lot lately, basically my life has been real Good..no stress, no worries..... :)
i hear all this talk of saving season, being over and i look at the statistics and maybe that shit is real lol who knows..
i got a 3.0, ummmmm sice, still wont get shit for Christmas that i want, remember i don't like to ask...
ahhhh i finally found a plan B to every aspect of my life...if plan A don't work... then yea fuck it go to the next...
since Ive been in a good mood lately, Ive learned how to stay this Way...simply don't listen to ppl, or feed into there bullshit.....
i feel that EVERYONE lies...
so why listen, why get my hopes up?
alot of ppl disappointed me, and i Will not...let anybody ruin my mood.
My pursuit of happiness has came to and end...
Mary-jane is my wife..i love her she never let me down.....

(O)

2009-12-07T22:10:00.000-08:00

All my friends are ahead of me in life, time to catch up....
ive got to grow up, and accept that things dont always have a fairy tale finish.
Tweezy shit shall change as of
DECEMBER 8TH, 2009 at 1:13 AM
Tweezy your are now a fully changed person...no more whining, complaining, and not handeling shit.

I swear i want these for christmas also!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-12-06T14:41:00.000-08:00

but in reality im not gonna get em...sighhhhh
no-one loves me enough

yawn..

2009-12-02T22:12:00.000-08:00

i cant wait till new years..
im trynna change some shit..
o well, whole time i just heard some real racist shit on the Cleveland show, "i meant no disrespect, let me get you a jet magazine and sweat tea" lmao

yea but, ive came to the realization that i want these for Christmas
i want the jordan 12's white and red joints..
i highly doubt anybody gonna get them for me, because shit never goes down for me lol
but all i know is im getting the damn space jams!!!
rawr....
whole time....i never get the shit i want for x-mas....lol
smh....

Christmas list...Bitches.

2009-12-01T20:48:00.000-08:00

**Space Jams**

This is all i want, to tell you the complete truth.

They kept sleeping and they got eatin

2009-11-29T21:44:00.000-08:00

The problems in the past will never outshine my future
see whats in me, that separate me, from these heartless thieves,
is self-perseverance.
everyday, i grow, to be a bigger threat to society.
fuck thee illuminati,
A young black man, with skills of a tiger.
Tenacious, focused and full of drive.
a young black man, with a heart of a lion.
Leader, intelligent and full of pride.
i will never hide my emotion, because your judgment makes me stronger.
Thanks shandez, for beating me till i cried...it made me resistant to pain
Thanks connie, for going through pain for 20 years, it taught me to love
Thanks Tiffani, for cheating on me, it made me smarter
Thanks Anthony, for being an asshole, it made me focus on life.
Thanks Sarah, for lying to me, you made me more wiser
Thank you everyone, for doing what you did to me, it had an affect on my life.
There's only two ppl in your life, ppl that will help you progress, and ppl that will help you fall.
i know where im at in life, and i am thankful.
But remember the boy who cried wolf..
except im the wolf..

Release therapy

2009-11-27T19:06:00.000-08:00

When you look in my eye, you see a man who had happiness and love behind them,
Now when you look deep in to those dark brown eye's, you see hurt and pain,
how can i recover
why do i treat you so vain?
can you see now?
do you care, do you love me.
We'll never get to the bottom of the truth,
my heart is broken, again.
Will things really change, i doubt it, but i have hope.
im in love with, a creature so cold, and the creature doesnt even understand.
Love, is the only thing molding what i have.
i cant even hold my tears from falling.
what do you want from me creature,
what do you want,
i have submitted completely to you.
i have givin every ounce of my love,
what do you want from me,
what do i have to do, for you to be mine,
Fuck man, im crying again...this shit isnt fair.
Fuck my heart.
no one else cares about it

BBB

2009-11-25T22:29:00.000-08:00

Ahhh once again things just shoot up in my face, I guess I'm gullable you know.. Maybe I'm the sucker for believing everything can be positve forever..I'm the dumbass who keeps going back..all because of love..I'm convinced love will be the cause of my death... Because I let it control me...I don't understand, why is it that, when I'm being the best boyfriend a girl can ever want, the girl always has hidden objectives...sigh man, I'm giving this one more time, if it doesn't work out, I can't fade it anymore...one day there will be a girl out there who wants me...I worked on me I changed, I complete give myself to a girl and I still get shitted on..man I got alot of decisions to make.. Mom dukes knows best, she told me what to do..and imma act on it..sigh

2009-11-19T13:52:00.000-08:00

What I feel is killing me..
It sucks so bad man...
I wish I could be high all day, I wish I never would of got myself in this position
dammit, it's way to late...
I refuse to have my heart riding this coster ...
Time to figure out what I need in my life...
I've changed everything I can...
I've even picked up old things that ppl used to love about me..
But still I don't feel complete...
I WILL end this pursuit of happiness....

2009-11-18T17:09:00.000-08:00

i look back at my past and say damn what can i do to get
back to that point...
i was sweet, compassionate, loving, and more caring
listening to others got me to this stage
i want to be the old me, i was there for the ppl i loved more
ive hurt feelings, ive lied..
all because i seen the next man do it.
well im here to tell everyone.
the old tweezy is back..

Boiling point

2009-11-15T20:10:00.000-08:00

Why am I getting punished for this shit.. Girls are thee weirdest ppl on earth...if shit don't change quick, I'm more serious than I'm exiting with no words...I refuse to get ran over

Last blog about her

2009-11-04T08:27:00.000-08:00

You dIssapointed Me love...I loved you so much and you coudnt even...show it back...but everything isn't as it seems now a days... U can't blame me for anything...so point blank....the only way I can get over you and not care when u talk to other niggas...is to cut u out....for good...I love you and have a good life... sorry...things couldn't be perfect...

yawnn

2009-10-31T22:04:00.000-07:00

Me and meesha took some shots...lol and we toasted to our friendship..thats my homie..i understand her and she understands me....
but on another note, yo ive been tired alot lately but i still manage to spend time on my personal life..im young wtf i gotta stress, and sleep for....
i dont have any great topics for tonight but yea...toon in later

thats it.

2009-10-30T19:47:00.000-07:00

Everything in maryland has blown me...
im getting my shit straight in school..
then
NC A&T im going.... 30 transfer credits...thats easy i'll be outta here at the begging of 2010
ppl up here are so wishy washy, one day there this, one day there that.....
ahhh i cant take it...
good bye... good riddens

Plain and simple.

2009-10-28T20:18:00.001-07:00

Im tired of being lied to.
The end.

im not a fancy writer.

2009-10-27T21:31:00.000-07:00

So stick tuned...as i look back on everything in my life.
God, has been there everyday in my life. thank you for waking me every morning
you have something planned for my life. i really think you do.
its just my choice to grab it and run with it.
my mom i wanna thank you for being a "mother", you did it with tuff love, but you were there every single day, man your beautiful...
Sarah, on some real your my girlfriend, so many things are between us that will never be said, but you know what..tomorrows always a new day..i thank god for your presence.
Rashad Adams, your my fukin brother, when your mother passed, i felt you the whole way..regardless that we agree on nothing lol i got your back, and i know you got mine..
Charles man you know what your a hell of a person dude, realest nigga i know, mature is an understatement, our little break from friendship kinda made our bond stronger, i can not talk to you for like a week but like, the next day when we speak its like epic lol...keep teaching me shit...im listening you may not think im not..but im hip bruh.

When i view my life, im appreciative because i have so many good ppl around me.
much love.

Step it up 30000

2009-10-27T12:01:00.000-07:00

wow i need to step it up when it comes to _________.
point blank period....what happened to the fire..
is it my fault? who know's..
Geesh dogg i gotta get this whip fixed thats my main thing right now....i want my car fixed.
i cant imagine how i will feel...like a million buckkksss hopefully.

Switch of topic..i can finally, say i ve changed
but for the better because now....i dont act like i need to prove anything to anybody.
i havent argued with a soul for weeks now..
i feel like if im right why prove it if the person, is stuck on being right or that they do nothing wrong.
i rather be more quiet...
the loudest nigga in the room is the softest nigga in the room, and i really love that quote.

On some ill real deal.

2009-10-26T11:11:00.000-07:00

Work Work Work...no play, thats what i hear most of everybody say, all work no play.
i see it like this, if you were to die today, can you say you really had fun...in your life.
Well look im not the perfect christian, nobody is.. but have fun..
if you wanna smoke weed, everyday of your life, do your thing, thats your shit..live be happy
if you wanna get wasted everyday, do your thing, thats your shit..live and be happy
if i was to go through my whole life stressing about shit...i would die by the time i turn 50..
i refuse to, imma live..and be happy.
Right now, im as happy as i can be..and i wont let nobody take that from me..
Do you, if you like reading everyday, thats your shit do you..
Do you, thats all im saying.
These two symbolize how i live my life.

New Blog

2009-10-26T10:51:00.000-07:00

New blog...
this blog, will have diversity in its post...
More though, more Antoine...
Tigerrsss..more tigerrsss..
ummm, you will see some love shit
you will see some, mean shit.
you will see some fashion shit
you will see some game shit
you will see some music shit
young will enter the mind of El tigre, while im on saturn...
i Will post everyday..
prolly once a day... but yea just tune in..
And im out....